there, now hopefully any vagrants we picked up during the japan trip will have grown disheartened with the lack of updates and stopped reading.

ugh, tomorrow's the day. get to wake up at 530am to eat breakfast, and then fast for 5 hours, and go in at 11am to get wisdom teeth removed. this is something i am not looking forward to. no need to go into detail, the mind is much better at imagining all the minute details anyway. i haven't even really thought about it until now, 1am and time to go to bed (evidence of my masterful ability to simply not think about unpleasant things and thus, for example, go a while semester without having to come to terms with the fact that i'm failing or what have you). hasn't bothered me until now, but suddenly i'm much less excited about going to bed. i think the sudden change has a lot to do with the news i heard from jenn tonight, which put me in a melancholy mood. blargh, i'll just go to bed.

ashita ni narukoto ga hoshikunai.

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